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harper is sooooo annoying May. 11th, 2005 @ 10:28 am
okay so my last entry got fucked up some how but whatever i hate computers. unfortunately i still dont have any pics up because again my computer is retarded so i cant upload them. grrrr! school is almost done! tomorrow is my last day of classes and then i have one final next wednsday and im out of this bitch! i finally got that damn research paper done and i did a really crap job on it, i could of done it better i just dont have the energy and time to put into it (i.e. im lazy) oh well i kno i passed it so thats all that matters right. so im poor as shit right now and i need a pay raise. as of sunday i have exactly $8.17 in my checking account. yep 8 dollas. sucks doesnt it. i get paid tomorrow fortunatly but im gonna be poor again just as fast. i owe my parets 32 bucks already, my car needs gas, i need various items, and i have a cubs game to go to next sat. there goes my paycheck! maybe ill make my parents buy some of taht shit but there poor rite now too so that sucks ass. what the hell they're not supposed to be poor too the are the parents they're always supposed to have money. WTF how can i live with poor parents! broke ass hos. anyways i gotta get to bio soon so tata for now!

p.s. tell me why i have to be at work this saturday at 8 am for a meeting about fucking nike apparel! like i give a currr!!! and i have one at 830am on sat the 28th about some damn shoe, i really just wanna tell these nike people to take their shoe and shove it up their ass cuz i need sleep!

CHICAGO CUBS GAMES:
APRIL 25TH VS CINCY REDS @ 7:05 PM: W 10-6 PRIOR WAS AMAZING 10 STRIKEOUTS
MAY 21ST VS CHICAGO WHITE SOX @ 12:20 PM
MAY 29TH VS COLORADO ROCKIES @ 1:20 PM
JUNE 12TH VS BOSTON RED SOX @ 7:05 PM
Current Mood: annoyed

awsome song Apr. 18th, 2005 @ 11:04 pm
Kelly sang this awsome song the other night thats not on any of her records and i love it so much! its called "dont" and its fricken amazing. i downloaded it like rite away from this website cuz im a loser like that but anyway...i highly recomend it

LYRICS TO "DON'T"
You look at me like you always do
You don’t have a clue
You smile at me you hug me
But you don’t know I want you
You play with me, you flirt with me
You tell me all your secrets
I’m always the one you run to,
But to you I'm just your friend

Don’t say I love you
Don’t say you need me
Don’t say I trust you
My heart can’t take it
Don’t say you want me
Don’t say you miss me
Don’t hurt me
Don’t say you love me

Oooohh no no noo

I tried my best to rid these thoughts of
you and I; its so hard.
When you come to me I fall back on my knees
I've learned to hate love,
You kiss me on the cheek
You said you never make it without me,
It’s getting harder everyday
Please don’t say to me

Don’t say I love you
Don’t say you need me
Don’t say I trust you
My heart can’t take it
Don’t say you want me
Don’t say you miss me
Don’t hurt me

Don’t say you love me,
Don’t say you love me,
Don’t say you love me

Don’t say you love me
My heart can’t take it
I love you so much
But you don’t see me,
I hate love!

Don’t say I love you
Don’t say you need me
Don’t say I trust you, unless you mean it
Don’t say you want me
Don’t say you need me
Don’t hurt me

No

Don’t say I love you
Don’t say you need me
Don’t say I trust you
My heart can’t take it
Don’t say you want me
Don’t say you miss me
Don’t hurt me
Don’t say you love me

P.S. the cubs suck rite now :( = me
Current Mood: tired

Apr. 14th, 2005 @ 10:29 am

guess what today is???

KELLY CLARKSON!!!!!!!!!! yea ur jealous

Current Mood: bored

CuBs ArE BaCk BiTcHeS Apr. 5th, 2005 @ 02:52 pm
wow i havent updated in like 80 days or something. mostly because my computer is a big piece of shit and it never works ...im suprised its working now

opening day was yesterday!! FINALLY!!! and the cubs came out kicking major ass, they won 16-6 with 23 hits and set like a club record i think. thats freakin amazing ..i dont think we scored 16 runs in a game last year at all. so all those people who said we would have no offense this year can go suck it!!

i got a checking account which = a debit card/master card....this could be a bad thing

i had to go to my brothers hockey tournament last weekend and i saw corey myers play ...random as hell. those of u who kno corey kno hes played hockey like since he came out of the womb so seeing him there was like whoa. me and candice were suprised

ugh stupid research paper is coming up. fuck that i dont wanna write 10 pages about some stupid story i cant even write 3 pages about a story. school ruins my life

i get to see kelly clarkson next thursday and then maroon5 on the 19th...so excited!!! newlyweds is over with forever and im really sad cuz that was like my favortie show besides oc :(

Three weeks from yesterday i will be sitting in Wrigley Field for my first game of the year!!!! unless grace gets those tix for the san diego series next week. YEAH!! i cannot wait any longer. so far this is what my game schedule looks like:
**CHI CUBS**
~???April 11th,12th,or 13th vs San Diego Padres???
~April 25th vs Cincinatti Reds 705 pm
~June 11th vs Boston Red Sox 215 pm
hopefully more will be added later
Current Mood: optimistic

sitting around doing nothing as usual..... Mar. 10th, 2005 @ 10:51 am
ughh school is so gay! im just sitting here with nothing to do because i dont have class rite now cuz of our confrences. so i have to sit around here till 1205 and do nothing then go to my confrence and hopefully be in class by 1215, psshh will see if that happens. i got my first cub tickets of the year!!!! yes!! april 25th @ 705 pm vs the cincy reds. so exciting! and it will be lauren and candices first time at wrigley so i get to like take away their cubs virginity haha whatever that didnt make sense. me and grace did pilates abs workout last nite and that shit was hard as hell!! haha we looked like fools rolling on the floor and trying to stretch even tho we have no flexibility at all. man im gonna do that shit every nite so that i can get in shape for the summer time and for cali!!! hopefully lol, it is a plan in the works...anyone up for San Diego?? cuz i sure as hell am. well gotta work tonite so i will be up late doing hw and writing papers so i dont have to do them all on sunday nite. i should probly start that shit now since i have all this damn time on my hands!
Current Mood: annoyed
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» .....yea my new LJ icon is hot shit....
oh man being sick really sucks...its been like 9 days now and this shit is still lingering.

man baseball season can not get here soon enough! i need my cubbies!! i cant wait to go to games this summer, it will be so much fun. i think wrigley field is like my favorite place of all time.

i feel weak cuz i havent been able to work out cuz of my sickness. i went an lifted a lil last week but i havent run in like over a week cuz i cant breathe and ill probly pass out and fall on the treadmill if i try

i got a new horsie to work with this weekend! his name is Dance and he is so gorgeous i love him. hes kinda wacko though cuz hes been outta work for a year with an injury so i get to try and re-train his crazy ass which is great cuz i get to ride a few times a week now. ill post some pics of him soon

Mae concert on wed. @ Durrty Nellies ...yea thats right its a bar and im going. it shall be good times

so yea i only worked for an hour today....pretty sweet i guess except now im out like 23 bucks ..oh well ill make it up next week or something. wooo hooo Mo's black ass is gone after this week!!!! now me and jess wont have to be harassed by a 28 year old man anymore ewwwww

oh yea Leo Dicaprio definately got robbed at the oscars last nite...he is so hot...i remember in like 6th grade i was so in love with him after i saw titanic ...great movie ..brings back memories of back in the day...good times
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omg ryan cabrera was so amazing the other night!!! i pushed my way up from 6th row to 2nd row center! i was so close to him and he looked so gorgeous. me and lauren had so much fun pushing bitches out of our way haha they were getting so angry at us. so candice cut my hair and highlighted it and she did a really good job but theres only one problem.....im basically a freaking blonde now....noooooot cool at all i dont want to be blonde i want my fucking brown hair back and i want it now! my whole head isnt blonde or nething there was just so many highlights and i didnt kno my hair would get this light from it i guess im just not used to it but omg i need her to fix it like on tuesday cuz i dont want blonde hair...it just needs some brown lowlights and i think it will be ok. she did a really nice job for what it is though i was impressed but just shocked cuz my hair is so freaking light. my throat really hurts rite now...this sucks im gonna go eat a popsicle




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» its been a while
ugh so i havent updated in a while. i swear all i do is go to harper and go to finish line...this is the 5th nite in a row ive worked and let me tell you im sick of it! i have no life and i dont see like anybody. but ill get a sweet paycheck out of it so iguess its all good. well tomorrow i get to got the chicago auto show downtown at the mccormick center with lauren and mike and their crew so that will be a fun time. im excited to see all the cool cars and stuff and the mustangs! yay! omg i tried the best candy ever the other day, chocolate covered gummi bears yuuuuuuummmmmmmmm there so amazing, i suggest everyone try them u will love them. cubbies traded farnsworth to the tigers the other day, eh i wont miss him, as long as he stays over in the american league i have no problem. omg! RYAN CABRERA IN 6 DAYS!!!!! AAHHH!!!!
» uncle sam goes byebye
cubbies traded sammy sosa to the orioles....i feel highly ripped off and angry. yea sammy had a bad year but so what, everyone is always on his back about everything and i dont see where people get the audacity to say they hate him and boo him when hes up to bat and talk shit when hes done so much for this organization and chicago sports, bulls fans would have never booed micheal jordan or scotty pippen so why do cubs fans think they can do that to one of their superstars. its bull shit. yea he made so mistakes but so what we're all human people arnt perfect. when you think of the cubs you think of sammy sosa...its just gonna be really strange to not see him out in right field anymore. and now hes probably gonna have this monster year with the fucking orioles of all teams and were all gonna feel like a bunch of jackasses when he does..wtf?! cuz hendry hasnt made any big moves this offseason what so ever....how are we supposed to avoid a situation like last year when we have the same exact team with no improvements made at all. where is this help for the bullpen that we need probably more than anything else cuz i cant even remember how many games those jerks blew for us last year.. cuz there was so goddamn many!.so now we have no right fielder...hendry better pull some magic out of his high paid ass or else im already throwing in the towel on this season........okay no of course im not giving up on them that easily ill be sticking with them good or bad this year and every year...even if they are in last place u can bet ill still be at the games and watching every night on tv...its tough love being a cubs fan lemme tell ya that.
dissapointmet+heartbreak+dedication= a cubs fan......damn that fucking sucks...we just cant get a break here in Chi-town
» ohh back to school to prove to daddy that im not a fool...back to school
ughhh school is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo gay!! who invented college anyway cuz id like to kno so i can stab them in eye. its the first day and i already dropped a class...the teacher was a massive douche and the workload wouldve been brutal if i had stayed so i got another english102 class with a cool teacher sweeet! so i made one of those myspace things and i already cant stop looking at it...is that bad lol? i worked out today. ran 1.3 miles yes! im adding more and more each time im so proud of myself. but then i come home and ate a bunch of pizza rolls ...that was so fat of me lol. eh oh well thats why im working out rite?
so i work a lot this week sun,mon,wed,thurs yea ugh... OC in two days whoop! oh yea and i dont have classes on fridays ever!!!! three day weekends for muah! heres my MYSPACE link http://profiles.myspace.com/users/15607091
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» sky rockets in flight .....afternoon delight.....
tonite i went bowling....i havent bowled in literally a year and i bowled good! i got like 5 strikes in two games!! exciting! and it was at ghetto hoffman lanes cuz poplar creek is too good for us and they were filled until 10 but yea i havent been to hoffman since strides class lol it was fun times with Ju and Grace and Bobby and Matt and Ryan. the best was when Grace got a Strike and the screen blinked "Im fuckin sweet" cuz thats what she put as her name ..haha that was fuckin sweet. dude ive been watching napoleon dynamite too much cuz now im starting to say sweet alot lol. then we went to bakers square and that was yummy in the tummy and we saw Hippie Cowboy!!! all the hoffman people should remember him cuz he used to dress like a frickin cowboy haha it was so funny. so i got my pass for the YMCA and i am so happy that i have some where to go and run away the fat that is acumulating on my body and i dont want to have to wear whale pants or size FAT lol. working out is fun and i actually really enjoy doing it. my back hurts so bad from shovling this shitty ass snow!! goddd!! ughhh and i missed the latest episode of the OC errrrrrrrrrrrrr im so angry my tv didnt record for some reason ...what a piece. o yea i watched anchorman yesterday and i still dont think its that great minus some really funny parts

i freaking love ben )
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okay well photobucket is not being dumb nemore so i have some pics from new years up. so its snowing like a fucking bitch rite now and i had to shovel this shit today wtf is up with that. so yesterday i worked for like ever it was easy tho cuz i was filling in for someone in kids. i helped like two people all nite literally. i got my whole wall finished and these two little kids came in and like tore my shit down and were touching everything and alomst poked his eye out with the gun thing that puts tags on and then tried to eat shoe cleaner i was like ahhh yucky and took it from him. wtf i wanted to slap his mother control ur children bitch! Then i was done with my section by like 8 so me and tylor got to move all the 80million womens clearence shoes and put them in size order what a bitch that was. me and T had a good time tho it was fun, i havent actually gotten to talk to him in awhile so it was good times. so we didnt get out till like 1115 and then we got locked in the mall again and it took the dumb ass mall security like 20 min to come let us out..deuschbags the actually think the have authority when all they really ever do is tell the janitor where someone spewed on the ground and to clean it up. so tomorrow im supposed to go to see the flags practice with ju so that should be fun i wanna see them really bad. gotta get my monies tomorrow yea paycheck! hopefully tomorrow nite ill get my ass over to the gym and run and then watch anchorman later on ...so hopefully everything goes to plan. OMG i found out mr fivelson buzzed his hair! this is shocking very badly ewwww im gonna cry when i see it.
tonite were gonna party like its....2005? )
» its been a while
wow i havent updated in a long time! ooopss! my xmas was pretty good ...got alot of cool stuff so i was happy with that. i got my OC season 1 so i have been watchin the hell out of it i think im on episode 11 of 27 ..good shittt! last week i went to Harry Caray's restaurant it was soooooo good, pricey, but sooooo good i recomend u go there. i got a pic with the hot shirtless abercrombie men!!! finally! they were so hot i dont think ive ever got to touch a man that hot b4 lol. got my tix for Ryan Cabrera at HOB again i cant wait to go hes sooooo good and laurens going with me so it shall be good times. New Years eve was definately fun times. i was drunk for the first time ever! go me! lauren is the funniest drunk person ive ever seen omg! lol she cried like 50 times. this one dude had these cigarettes and lauren was like eww those give u lung cancer and she slapped them away and he was like yea well so does sucking dick and lauren was like omg and she started crying cuz she though she was gonna get lung cancer it was the most hilarious thing ever. so ive been working alot and i havent seen anybody so that really sucks but i did get some big paychecks. i got thrown off my horse yesterday and i cant move my neck to far and i have a bruise on my ass and my whole body hurts so that wasnt cool either it was kinda funny tho. so this week i only work on tuesday i dont kno what im gonna do with my self for a whole week without working hopefully hang out with people i havnt seen in a long time i miss all my friends :(


***okay photobucket is being a whore so i will post the pics later
» Who the fuck wears lugz anyways!?
omg break will not get here fast enough! Its only like 22 hours away but thats still too damn long. so took my gov/politics final...wasnt as bad as i thought it would be(which very well could be a bad thing). so yea the harper book store is a fucking rip off, i brought my books back and u kno how much money i got...$19.50 WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT!!!!! i spent 300 some odd dollers on those pieces of shit and i get 20 bucks back how the fuck is that fair i dont care if they are switching to new editions its bull shit. ughhhhhhhhhh! i had the shittiest weekend ever cuz this guy is a total asshole and i dont kno why i was stupid enough to like him in the first place when i knew something like this would eventually happen...i really really hate guys. chirstmas is soon which means i get presents and u kno what i dotn care about all that giving is nice bull shit...yea i like to give people gifts but i like receiving 'em a hell of a lot more and i kno all yall do to bitches! i got some new shoes the other day theyre ROOS and theyre pretty sweet if i do say so myself. i dont kno waht im gonna do with myself all day today...im already bored. i better see everybody over break or else im gonna get pissed..i feel like i dont see anybody anymore minus lauren and it sucks. i kno its cuz 90% of my friends are gone but still even the people who are around i never see and it sucks, its not like im not around im either at work or at home but w/e. idk im just having a bad weekend/continuing into the week type thing and its just not cool. oh yea i did get a raise last week and i think thats gonna be the highligt of the month unless i get some sweet ass xmas gifts. oh and if u ever work in a shoe store and they ask u to straigten out and rerun three whole sections in the stock room dont evenr say yes cuz it will take u 6 hours of physical labor and 3 boxes of stupid heavy ass lugz falling on ur fucking head and hurting back and sore arms and whole entire shoe walls falling down beacuse u pushed some boxes in too far ..stupid bitch ass finish line..its stinks and i hate it!
» oh and i dont know, i dont know what hes after.....
so i listened to kelly clarkson's cd today and i remembered how much i really like it and that i definately need to get her new cd. i really like this one song imparticular...maybe cuz it reminds me of someone
..hes such a beautiful disaster... )
» Hello, Hello (HOLA!)
hmm i dont feel like typing sentences so im going to stick with this format for now:
- today is thanksgiving...i ate alot....pants size= fat
- i saw Bridget Jones 2 tonite...good movie...first one is better
- tomorrow = the day of hell...i will be working from 2-6
- why are people such suckers for "today only sales"? i fucking hate you if u fall in this category
- i actually watched the parade today...havent been awake for that in years...everyone who sang lip synched...why? idk...it was like watching a parade of ashlee simpsons
- ashlee simpson is the new britney spears...at least when it comes to live performances
- it snowed....
- i hate snow, it ruins my life and i cant drive my car in it
- rear wheel drive blows
- i hate boys
- did i mention that i have to work tomorrow??!!
- i have to write another fucking paper...why the fuck do teachers want to read papers...honestly who does that? 6-8 fucking pages!
- i dont have time for anything any more
- am i boring u with this?
- ...i didnt think so
- i hate boys
- damn im tired as shit
- i will get drunk this weekend cuz im stressed as fuck
- okay im done now
- go cubs!
» good song
"The Right Kind Of Wrong"

I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are
You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong

It might be a mistake
A mistake I'm makin'
But what your givin I am happy to be takin
Cause no one's ever made me feel
The way when I'm in your arms

They say your somethin I should do without
They don't know what goes on
When the lights go out
There's no way to explain
All the pleasure is worth all the pain
Lovin you, That isn't really something I should do ya-hey
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong
Ya, baby you're the right kind of wrong

I should try to run but I just can't seem to
'Cause every time I run your the one I run to
Can't do without what you do to me,
I don't care if I'm in to deep yeah

I know all about,
Yea about your reputation
And how it's bound to be a heartbreak situation
But I can't help it if I'm helpless
Every time that I'm where you are

You walk in and my strength walks out the door
Say my name and I can fight it any more
Oh I know, I should go
But I need your touch just too damn much
Hey-yeah
Lovin you, yeah, isn't really something I should do
I shouldn't wanna spend my time with you ya
Well I should try to be strong, I should try to be strong
But baby you're the right kind of wrong (right kind of wrong)
Baby you're the right kind of wrong
Baby you're the right kind of wrong

Yeah baby you're the the right kind of wrong
» uggh
well yea i havent updated in awhile...i dont have time to do anything anymore. i kno that sounds stupid like how do i not have time but i really dont. so yea i should be writing my five page paper rite now but of course im typing this instead. this week hasnt started off to good...i woke up an hour late today and then realized i didnt do my take home quiz for math and so i didnt go to class and now i dont even kno if she will take it late or not. hmm and then boys are idiots. i really hate boys ...well a certain one inparticular rite now. why cant they just figure out what the hell they want...it would make everything a lot fuckin easier and put a lot less stress on me. i just need to find a new guy...ha easier said then done...thats my whole problem...i cant find one that i like and then when i do there is always something preventing me from getting them. this sucks. btt yea for now i really need to do my paper so maybe ill post later
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so yea its been two damn weeks since i updated last. umm i really dont have nething to say rite now nor do i feeling like saying nething so yea......

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